I thought by now I’d be better, stronger, faster
Better equipped and agile to handle the blows More knowledgeable and smarter to navigate my woes
I thought by now I’d be lighter, softer, able to flow
At ease with just being and with a mind that is a no show
I thought by now I’d come to terms with where I am and how I am
But instead I am here thinking what I thought is not what I think, turns out it’s just what I think I thought.
I thought I’d be better. I thought I’d be more.